Have you ever?

Have you ever wanted to throw your hands in the air? Scream and let the world know you're done? You're through? You just can't take anymore?
Have you ever just wanted to run as fast you can? See who follows?
Have you ever felt like nothing you could do would make it worth it? That you are completely and utterly not enough? That no matter how hard you tried no one would care?
Have you ever considered it to be worthless? Life to be fake? A hell we live in?
Have you ever lost hope? Lost sight of your dreams? Watched them as they faded and drifted in the wind?
Have you ever fallen so far? So far the edge seems too high to reach? No way to climb out?

Have you ever stopped caring? Decided it didn't matter what others thought?
Have you ever ran? Ran for the pleasure? Ran to come back? To see the world in a new light?
Have you ever just stopped thinking? Made your mind up that you'd make it through?
Have you ever held your head up high and set your shoulders? Flipped the world the bird and carried on?
Have you ever skipped when you could have walked? Smiled when you could have yelled?
Have you ever chased your dreams and held on tight?

The life we live in is too short. Take it step by step. Live it up like tomorrow is the end. Stop the hate. Spread the love. Find the one. Breathe. Spin. Act. Sing. Dance (preferably in the rain). Perform. Read. Play. Skip. Run. L.I.V.E.

I've been in a really weird mood lately. I sprained my ankle on Monday. Nutters should be updating tonight. Three of my photos got put in the glass :3 (Hall of fame for photography at my school). Taking senior pics of one of my guard friends tomorrow. I miss Nutters. I miss my brother. I miss Nao. I miss Flynn. The world isn't fair. It never will be. It seems like I always get the short end of the stick. Always. I'll get over it. I'll breathe. As soon as my ankle is healed I can start running again. I can get rid of all these feelings. Until then. Wish me luck.

-Torchie